Over
the years of studying ACIM, I've arrived at a place
where its message can be summed up in two
statements...
Trust and follow the guidance of
Holy Spirit and extend love to my brothers.
There is nothing more to learn or read or
understand. The book has become a trusted friend
and a source of comfort and support. But, I cannot
be doing the work of my father if I create an idol
or hobby out of the book.
The greater message of ACIM is to demonstrate
its principles in my life. It is easy to become
stuck in the book trying to interpret it through
the framework of the ego. We will always find a
passage to justify whatever we want to believe. I
will always grow and expand upon my purpose while
I'm in this body, but the essence of ACIM can only
be experienced at the level of demonstration. By
trusting and listening to Holy Spirit I can
experience and observe the results in my life. And
by extending love to my brother, I perceive
miracles and holy instances on a daily basis.
I've found that in order to demonstrate either
of these two messages of the course, I needed to
drop my own personal agenda and let go of what I
believed was important in my life. The Holy Spirit,
that part of me that is divine, does not care about
my bad habits, past mistakes or whether or not I
have self-esteem or any other bodily attribute. We
are perfection in its sight. We waste time trying
to fix ourselves. How can we fix something that
does not exist? It is like shadow-boxing. Instead
we let go of what we thought about ourself, for
every self-concept only delays the inevitable...a
return to onesness with our brothers in the sonship
of God. Trusting the Holy Spirit and the divine
plan will naturally resolve all those things we
sought to resolve ourselves in ways we cannot
imagine. My experience has shown me this truth. I
was never able to accept it intellectually.
By extending love to my brother, I receive more
love than I ever thought possible. We validate each
other on a spiritual level and acknowledge the
untruth of illusions. Forgiveness at all levels
becomes a natural occurence rather than a struggle.
Our hearts and souls open and we are filled with an
incredible experience of love that cannot be put
into words. Self-esteem and all issues of
self-worth become meaningless because what I sought
in myself was always awaiting me in union with my
brother. We experience oneness in love and in God.
As we travel along we now know the truth and
continue to expand its awareness in our lives. We
experience our true purpose as we are guided by the
Holy Spirit. Our everyday worries evaporate as the
Holy Spirit demonstrates time and again that our
trust in It was never in vain. Our salvation is
assured and we rest in God with our brothers.
Lana has been a student of the
Course for almost thirty years. During that time it
has been her philosophy and spiritual guidance. Her
profession is illustration and design. Her favorite
quote is by St. Augustine who said
"Love and do
what you want"...sort of covers everything. To
find out more about her work visit her ACIM site
visit:
www.acimchat.ning.com